another wee rant
I made a promise to myself almost 14 years ago that I wouldn't walk in craziness and I wouldn't walk with anyone who did. At the moment, I find myself surrounded by crazymakers. Normally I would have more compassion for their suffering but right now I'm fresh out. If you want to be one-dimensional and combative, fine. Seriously. That's fine. It will break our friendship. That's not a threat. It's just me honoring a promise I made to myself a long time ago. Same goes if you don't want to grow some emotional maturity and take responsibility for yourself, or if you are so attached that you'll destroy everything rather than develop another plan. And especially if you enjoy being mean to others. I should say that I'm sorry you can't have everything you want, or that the path you chose didn't pan out, or that you're so unhappy you have to take it out on those around you. I should say that I'm sorry you feel like a victim, or that your decisions weren't the best.
But I'm not sorry. It's not my story. I've managed with the deck I was dealt. You might want to try that.
But right now, I'm done.


5 Comments:
I respect you for your vow to yourself about teh crazy. I'm starting to want to walk away from certain things. I think another week in rural PA would be helpful to me.
Wow, what the hell am I missing here?
Amen Sister! There is plenty of crazy/crazymakers out there! I walked away from one this past weekend. You have to honor your vow to your own sanity! Me...I think I will hide in Alison's trunk and head to the rural area next time she goes!
I'm normally the last one to embrace the crazymakers and try to convince them they're not crazy.
But this time, I walked away too. Because I'm with you -- when their crazy gets destructive it's time to clear a path and focus on healthier things.
Hope you have peace ((HUG))
wow. yeah. ok. point taken.
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